That changes the game. He elbows the body behind him, hoping to distract a little as his other hand moves upp and back to grab the back of Ivan's robe. He doubles over and pulls the priest with him, flipping him all the way over his back and into the dust, but then...

He doesn't actually attack. Part of him is still trying to not go there. He tells himself that if they start this fight again, he will kill him.